apologies;
today was not my day, && the attitude that I carried throughout it did not help me or anyone else make this day any better.
I am so blessed to have such an amazing boy who will put up with my no matter what my moods are.
He is so unique that its taken me all this time to only start to be able to understand everything about him. When you are in a relationship you have to remember that you there is more to worry about than just yourself, and I always tell him that, forgetting to remind myself of it almost every day.
The past is the past, and its taken me a very long long time to come to terms with that fact. I am his present and he is mine, and to be honest that is all that matters. not who i use to like or who he use to like, not what girls still think he is handsome or want him, because he is mine and I don’t have to worry about him just leaving me.
No matter what he will always be there for me, even if he is across the country, I know that I am still one of the lucky ones and we will always be there for each other.
^^ lost my train of thought, so… in conclusion:
I am sorry to everyone who experienced angry/depressed Shannon today, I hope you can all find it in your hearts to forgive me. ♡