January 2010
34 posts
¡Feliz cumpleaños!
Dear Mr. Fantastic,
today you are old,
no thats a lie.
today you are older.
but everyday we are older.
older then the day before.
2 times older then the day before the day before.
but thats beside the point.
i remembered how to wish you a happy birthday in spanish (:
¡Feliz cumpleaños!
i hope with all my heart:
- you have had an amazing day.
- that this year will be life changing for...
something special.
i had a dream last night, and you told me you love me. we went to san fran. and sat on the fire escape, and just like i said it started raining just for us [;
then out of no were the fire alarm IN MY HOUSE (and this is no longer part of my dream) goes off because my sisters bathroom was practically on fire.
then i went back into my peaceful sleep to continue living in that perfect world of...
this would make a good picture.
i could sit there forever.
just talking.
and other things ;p
i love that.
once and for all.
today was a fail in many ways, but a success in so many others. :D
first was in the hall way where me and my goopydawn (a.k.a shelby) sat and drank our orange juice as Tony walks by and tells us we have hit rock bottom cause we have nothing else to be doing. and it made us smilee.
and then class happened and that was that.
then after school…. :D hahaha. i decided to go into the yearbook...
choices.
choosing things is so difficult for me. although not with all things. the big things in my life are the easier ones to make, yet the smaller ones are so difficult. usually you might say it should be the other way around. but i have been thinking about it and i think that the smaller things are harder because they affect the bigger thing so much.
the choices i am making this very moment are small...
im not sure why.
sometimes i get into this sort of depressed ish mood.
and i have no clue why.
its not like today was a bad day, it was the complete opposite.
so i dont get it.
but i do get how certain people can cheer me up [;
i wanna go see the dinosaurs. <3
just assuming.
sometimes you cant just assume things like i have.
because when you assume things, you dont know the whole story.
so then you get yourself into this mess.
but then again you might just be assuming the correct thing.
im just not sure about it all.
tomorrow shall be great that is one thing i am sure of. and thats not me just assuming(:
i want more snow. <3
no more waiting
they are back :D
and now the hole in my heart is filled once again by some of my favorite people in this world. <3
oh and by the way; I GOT MY NIKES TODAY :D
worms.
i love the rain;
but im not a big fan of all the little worms that decide to come out when it rains.
without noticing you step on a ton of them and end their little lives right then and there
but its not really our fault is it?
i mean its not like we are meaning to step on the poor little things.
well i dont know why im worrying about such little things when there are much bigger things going...
“the only people you need in your life are the ones that prove they need you in...”
judge judy.
i think judge judy should be the only person that should judge people.
why is everyone in this world so judgmental nowa days!?
i mean i really dont get it.
you say all this stuff and you have never ONCE talked to me.
so how can you say all the crap about me? . oh wait you shouldnt.
so you can get over it now; cause you were the one in the first place who said you are over him.
so why should...
calm down child.
the world isnt going to end tomorrow.
for all we know.
and so with that conclusion i am becoming more at peace with the situation i am in (:
thanks to those certain people helping me get through it all .
well thats about all.
now that i can go to bed with a thoughtless mind.
<3
p.s. one day down 4 more to go.. yes i am counting. ;p <3
today i will write you an essay
I WARN YOU AHEAD OF TIME THAT I NEED TO VENT ALOT AND SO I WILL BE WRITING YOU AN ESSAY IN THIS BLOG. (: thats all.
first things first : GET OVER HIM. i mean its been over for some time now, and you just make us laugh. so im sure it would do you alot of good if you just got over it. sorry for being rude but its true. there is nothing between you two except a friendship.
secondly: why do...
“Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we...”
– Albert Einstein
prince charming
sometimes i think i have found you
but how am i supposed to know if its you or not?
i think i will just wait until i’m done writing this book in my head.
but hopefully that won’t be for awhile. (:
so now i just have one question for you…
will you fly me to the moon?
<3
i want:
someone to love me for who I am.
someone to need me. Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness but it’s all I have.
someone to love me for who I am.
yes those are the lyrics to nick jonas’ song. what can i say… i love him. ;p
“if life were easy, where would all the adventures be”
making impossible possible
its impossible for me to make this work when the world is against me.
i have tried over and over again but its impossible for me to change their minds.
but then again what does impossible really mean in this situation…
cause i know its possible it just wouldnt be easy.
but if life were easy were would all the adventures be?
i think im starting to see the bright side of things again
its...
oh how i love thee (:
melissa lee what would i do without you!? <3 you have been here for me when i have needed you the mosttt. you are my best friend and nothing will change thatt. i love youu so muchhh. <33 thankyou for everything (:
“and i could write a song, a hundred miles long. cause thats where i...”
friendship.
it gets difficult; but you just got to know that true friends will go to the ends of the earth for each other. <3
“Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.”
